cold case love.
I’m dancing around the house because I have interview tomorrow. At two o’clock. Yesss.
Lalala interview tomorrow at 2 o’clock. 2 o’clock!
you will not be forgotten
Jae,
You will always be my sweetheart. My teddybear. I will always remember that summer. And our little secrets. People finding out our secrets. Calling each other assholes. Three way phone calls with Tay Tay. Smoking blacks. Eww gross. Riding around VSU in the buggy…acting crazy. Your huge hoodies. Drunken birthdays. HAAAALLLOOOOOO! Arguing about our top 5’s! Agreeing on our top 5’s! Late night convos at the bus stop. Yahoo games and doodles. You were my shoulder to cry on many nights. I will always remember you and the joy you always brought. Instant smile. I love you Jae Dash. Always will.
In my heart forever,
Jojo
R.I.P. Jason “Jae” Brown
Not Again.
I REFUSE to sit here and let this happen all over again. Not this time. Not to me. If THAT’S the life you want to live…go. Just leave. Save us both time. When will you see that things will NEVER change. She’s a waste of fucking ovaries. And here I am. I can give you the WORLD if you just let go. Maybe you like the thrill of drama. Not here. Not me. I’m too emotional for all that bullshit and much too mature. Is that contradiction? I dunno and I don’t care. Just be real. Either you’re here or not. I DON’T HAVE to be here. This is not my responsibility. I’m not a part of YOUR family so why should I attempt to play the role. You may think I’m just young, here for the moment. My heart is in it already. Let me know now what you want so I can break it before you can.
I just need to know so I can move on with my day.
